I'm on my own again...
- Hello dear, I bring you the breakfast... Since your already awake and it's early I thought you like to eat it in the bed
I turn my head to her
- Thank you so much Constance, but I'm not hungry at all
- Oh god, have you been awake all night ?
- Can you notice so easily ??
- Anyone can... You look devastated
- I'm used to
- Used to what ??
- To be devastated
- Ohh... Don't say that... Life is beautiful, but you don't have a clue.
She leaves the room...
I just feel like... I've got a war in my mind.
• • • » 5 hours later « • • •
The telephone starts ringing, it's probably him... It stops... It starts ringing again... I pick the fucking telephone, that noise is awful...
*Jared* Hello
* Me * Shut up
*Jared* What ?? Lana, it's me babe, Jared
*Me* DON'T CALL ME THAT !!! I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING BABE ANYMORE !!
*Jared* What the fuck are you saying ??
I turn off the telephone...
• • • » 3 hours later « • • •
I hear the door knocking, and I thought it was the maid... So I go open...
- Lana what happened ??
- Jared get out of here !!
- No, I'm not leaving until you explain me what the hell is happening !!
- Ask your new girlfriend
- What ?? What are you talking about ??
- What am I talking about ?? That WHORE YOU FUCKED AT THE MOTEL YESTERDAY !!
- How did you know ?
- I was passing by when I saw your car parked !!
- Why were you passing there ??
- It's not your business !!
- No ! Tell me... Why were you at the motel... Maybe you went there with some fuckboy too right bitch ??
- How dare you ??!! - I slap him
- Don't you dare slap me again !
- Or what !!??
He slapped me and went away... He hurt me but it felt like a kiss... I still love him...
