dear Ashton
i miss you so much already I know you just left for tour yesterday but I miss you so much. I love you stay safe
love Nicole
dear Ashton
it's been 2 whole days without you hear I miss you how will I survive 7 weeks of being away. I love you stay safe
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 3 and I feel like most of me was taken with you. make sure to take lots of pictures on tour. and try not to fall in love with some one else.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 4 and my mom and dad are mad at me again I need you here. I feel worthless again. they say I need to move on that you can find someone new on tour and to not get my hopes up great parents i know right hurry home.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
nothing makes sense I can't laugh like everything's okay is something wrong with me all I want is you here with me
love Nicole
dear Ashton
I really wish you had an a dress so I would known when to send these letters they are piling up on my desk I miss you so much.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
I don't think I'm okay you've been gone for a whole week and I feel like everyday not of me slips away like who am I without you you've always been there with me just hurry home please
love Nicole
dear Ashton
I haven't been writing in a few day I'm sorry it's been 10 days only 39 days to go ...oh great that's to many. I didn't talk for a few days I've been thinking.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 12 I'm sorry I haven't been writing I promise to try and write every day from now on I love you an I miss your embarrass and falling asleep in you big shirts and you being cozy I try hone please
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 13 I feel lonely and I'm not even happy anymore I mean all my friends text an said I need to chill out with the missing you thing because I wouldn't Shut up about missing you so we aren't talking but who needs them I have you any way. I wish I could text you. bit my parents took my phone.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 14 what's the point it seems like you'll never come home I'm so lonely everyone left and who's to say this won't be your last tour I mean I wish I could come and be with you
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 15 I'm sorry I did something I know you wouldn't approve of but I didn't feel it maybe I don't really exists I mean what's it like to feel.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 16 I did it again my parents don't know I don't think they would care any way I wish you were here to care about me
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 18 my parent found out yesterday after I woke up they took me to get stitches and dang do I hate them just hurry home I want you by my side.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 21 a few days ago I felt even sadder I didn't want to write I just I miss you so much plz I need you
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 23 I didn't write yesterday because my parents fighting was too loud to think I think my dad's sad as well I saw him drinking and crying.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 24 nothing's working out I miss you so much hurry back and I think something's up my dad
snuck out last night I know because I can't sleep my thoughts are to loud in ny big head.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 26 the yelling getting worst and I can't just go to your house to escape anymore oh God do I need you
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 27 my dad is sneaking out slot more I'm getting worried what should I do.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 28 it's been too long science i heard your voice and felt your arms wrap around me that's all I want
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 29 I found out where my dad's been going at night he's been really sad so he tried drugs I found out because he over dosed he in the hospital I want him to be Okay.
love Nicole
dear Ashton.
day 32 I'm sorry I haven't been writing I tried to spend time with my dad he died yesterday I mss him as well but he seemed happy on drugs I want to try them too.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 33 I'm even sadder now I miss 2 people now ...I want to die I found my dad's drug starch an tried some
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 34 it felt good on drug but i was sad after they stopped working so I well did it again I just need you here. I wish I had friends.
love Nicole
dear Ashton
day 37 I attached up a bunch of new drugs tonight I'm gonna be happy. I love you hurry back.
love Nicole
dear Nicole
I came back from tour to hear you at in a coma I read your letters I'm here now please don't leave me.
love Ashton
dear Nicole
please all I want is for you to wake up I want to him you again I want to love you I wan to be with you please wake up
love Ashton
dear Nicole
I got to viste you today you looked so peaceful please all I wan is for my best friend to wake up
love Ashton
dear Nicole
you woke up today but then I woke up and realized it was just my dream please I need you. please wake up.
love Ashton
dear Nicole
please all I want is to be able to see your pretty blue eyes and be able to hold you please wake up
love Ashton
dear God
you took my best friend today I loved her. can I join you. so I can hear her beautiful voice and see her. I miss her so much so as I say God bye on this letter I will say hello to you and Nicole because she is the one I love and my heart isn't right without her. plus I never go the chance to tell her how much I missed her and how I wanted her to come with me .
goodbye/hello
love Ashton
