I didn't think getting attached would hurt this fucking bad cause you told me I'd forget and it would be like the record never scratched.
To the beat of this drum that kinda sounds like a heartbeat but yours is faded and off rythym and mine sounds like a bass drum.
Beating too hard and too fast and too far.
And I can't shake this feeling that I fell too hard.
I cant stop at the bottom cause you clipped my wings before you left and I watched you graze the sky as I fell flat on my face.
And my face can stay the same, I can fake it well from here.
And you told me you wouldn't be a memory but I can still hear you in my ears.
And by my ears I mean my head and by my head I mean my soul and I can never fall again because hitting the ground made me cold.
Now I'm ruthless with these feelings cause it's so easy to pretend and speak the words you taught me so no one knows I'm at the end.
