Madi(POV) I woke up at 9:27 not my usual time because I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see him. I slowly go up because of the pain. My wrist were bruised so they hurt. I got in the shower and I cried. I got out and it was 10:23. I brushed my hair and then I let it dry. I put on sweatpants and a sweatshirt and I laid down. I went on my phone and I had text messages
Babe🐒❤️ Madi I'm coming over today. I miss seeing you❤️
Racheal😊 I hope your feeling better❤️
I then heard a knock on my door Mo- can you open the door Madi Mo- I know your up I didn't answer and she left. I started crying slightly. I'm such a mess. I ended up crying myself to sleep because I woke up and it was 3. I heard a lot of people talking and then footsteps. E- hey Madi it's me Emily. I was wondering if you could open the door so we could talk E- ok well I'll see you later I then heard her leave. Sophie tried and then Tyler tried. I then heard Anthony A- baby open the door A- I want to see you. Baby just open the door A tear fell from my eye. A- ok I'm going to go I heard him leave and I started crying. Cindy(POV) Everyone was in the living room at Madi's. And Sophie and Emily left. Tyler went to his room with Anthony so it was just Elizabeth and me and tony C- let me go try. Since I've had experience E- I forgot about that Madi(POV) I was crying and I heard someone knock C- hey it's me Cindy. I want you to open the door No answer C- I can help you because I know how your feeling. I was raped when I was 23. So unlock the door. No one is at here just me. I got up slowly and I went to unlock. I then laid down and cried and she opened the door and closed it and came over to me. She out my head on her lap and she held me. She rubbed my back while I cried. 10 minutes later I stopped crying. I was sitting crisscross and she was sitting in front of me M- does it get better C- you'll learn how to move on from it but you will never forget it M- every time I close my eyes to go to bed I see him. C- that happened to me too It was quiet C- do you want me to get Anthony I nodded C- I'll bring ice packs up too She got up and left and Anthony walked in. When he saw me he came over and hugged me. We were like that and then he pulled up my sleeves and put ice packs on them. M- why did this happen to me A- idk but you don't deserve this M- is it the way I dress or is it my body. A- babe no. He's just like that and he will always be like that. M- it hurts A- I know. Do you want me to help you take a bath M- can you have my mom help me A- of course He got up and left. I walked to the bathroom and a few minutes later my mom walked in. Mo- I'm so glad I get to see you again M- yeah I took my pants off and she helped me take off my shirt. She started the bath and she put bubbles in. I got in and I slowly sat down. M- is it normal to feel scared around people especially guys Mo- yeah your going to have to start getting comfortable around guys again M- do you think Anthony's going to break up with me because I won't be comfortable around him or I won't sleep with him Mo- I think he will understand I got done and so my mom wrapped a towel around me and I got out. I dried my self and I put on
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Mo- you never wear sweatpants and a sweatshirt M- I know but I'm not comfortable wearing what I usually wear around people She rubbed my back Mo- let's go eat downstairs. I have Alfredo made We started walking downstairs slowly and my mom was helping me. I saw Tony smiling at me and I smiled and wiped a tear from my face. He came up to me and hugged me. I hugged back and started crying. I stopped and I wiped my eyes. We started walking to the kitchen and I sat down. Anthony came and sat next to me. T- do you want me to heat up Alfredo I nodded and he started. Mo- before you eat take this pill She handed me a pill M- what is it Mo- for your depression M- depression Mo- madi take it M- I'm not depressed so I'm not taking it. A- madi just take the pill I looked at him M- your own her side He looked away and I got up and I walked upstairs with my food. I shut the door and I sat down and ate. I got down eating because I was so hungry. I put my plate on the dresser and Anthony walked in. I stood up M- what A- I brought your pill M- I'm not taking it He started getting closer and I was backing up. I was scared M- get out A- I'm your boyfriend I'm not going to get out M- get out He grabbed my wrist M- ow He let go A- I'm sorry M- get out He left and I slid down the wall and cried in my knees. My mom then walked in a few minutes later Mo- they left I didn't answer Mo- go get some sleep She stood up and I stood up and I laid down. She left and shut my lights off. I laid there scared and I finally fell asleep ———————————— Authors Note Read my other book -Vote -Comment -Follow my Anthony account on Instagram: tonys_squad - Follow my Anthony account on Twitter: tonys_squad 1051-words
