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im just a sleave and the eyes

im just a slave to you

i dont deserve to live

your right 

i dont deserve anything 

i deserve the torcher i get

i dont deserve the friends i have

i dont deserve the love i get

the voices are right arent they

dont lie to me and say they arent 

cause i know they are

cause ive heard them all my life

weak

loser

syco

stupid

lazy

spaz

ugily

crybaby

asshole

why am i still alive

all this world has cause me is pain

my the voices are right 

i dont know

i know im depressed

i wont admit it

never have

ill just have to fight the erges to swallow the enite bottle of persictions of my anti-depresants and adhd pills

fight the erges to cut through my arm and my throat

and just cry my feelings out

damn this was sad

im sorry

to everyone

if you are going through the same stuggles dont keep them inside get help

talk to some

  1-800-273-8255 

their will be people in this life who will care so stay alive

dont leave this world not knowing the people who will care about you

so if you are depressed dont hold in your feelings

TALK TO SOMEONE