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Uneasy feeling

I never fell this deep ,

As if I got sunk in a deep ocean, that I could not go back the shore

Where it's safe and I know everything will be fine..

I try to forget the memories, So that I can move on

So that my tear will no longer soak in my pillow every night before I sleep.

I can't smile the way I used too,

I can't laugh the way I did.

Every single character, picture , stories., reminds me of you.

You gave me a lot to remember, I guess these things will never be forgotten.

And how you encouraged me that nothing can pull us apart.

Not even distance , not anyone

Little did I know.

You were slowly giving up, losing hope.

When I said I will wait.

I meant it and I will.

Even if there is nothing to wait for.

I still have this tiny hope.

Its hard to be your friend , when I once meant something more than that.

I try to hang in there , try to control my foolish feelings...