Looking back, I understand, why you had to go.
Looking back I realize how time became so slow.
But I remember things..that you never got to know..
And I remember things...that I will not let go.
All of my life you've been my best friend.
You were amazing..and I loved you, but then...
Something started happening..something I could feel
How was I supposed to know that you would never heal?
One second, you were fine, well..that's what you said...
Till I found you laying on a hospital bed.
I knew you were hurting..
I saw it in your eyes.
And I think for the first time, I even saw you cry.
Not much time after, I had a feeling of dread...
I walked into your room..to find that you were dead...
I could feel nothing...like time stopped forever...
Cancer...that word I will never endeavor..
This happens everyday...taking lives and giving pain.
There are so many loves and lives it has slain...
So looking back I realized..why you had to go...
But I remember things...that I want you to know....
Remember that you will never be erased.
And remember that I love you more than time and space....
And I'll see you one day...when I reach that place.
