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Chapter Sixteen

jimin pov

"taetaehyungie~~~~" jimin runs to taehyung, he jumped on his best friend. taehyung whined
"what chim?? are you in a good mood?"
"not at all. if you heard what namjoon hyung said, you can't be in a good mood"
"namjoon? oh, yoongi's friend?"
"yeah.."
"i thought you met yoongi after school"
"i did, but i met namjoon hyung on my way home"

i almost reach my dorm when namjoon call my name. he asked for my time to talk a bit about yoongi, so i nodded and we're talked. he told me everything, the whole 2 weeks why yoongi didn't showed up. he said, yoongi was in an accident, there was a kid almost hitted by a car and yoongi saved her, he didn't hitted but when he fell, his head hit the pavement. just, why he didn't tell me? do we really broke up? namjoon said yoongi's physical injuries wasn't so serious that's why he could released from hospital less than 2 weeks, but after the accident, namjoon said yoongi was unconscious for nearly 2 days, then the days after he regained consciousness, he was not allowed to see or interact with many people. namjoon didn't heard it clearly, but he heard that yoongi's suffered a mild concussion, so he needed a total rest for his quick recovery. his phone's taken away, that's why he couldn't call me. yoongi wasn't lost all his memories, only few which was happened right before accident might lose, but it would be back.

after hearing that story, i felt so terrible. how bad i was. how could i didn't know about this.

namjoon said to me, actually he was going to tell me but yoongi forbade him, he said "yoongi wouldn't meet me again if i tell you about this. but i thought you're still in relationship so you need to know."

my heart filled with pain. i've never felt this kind of pain before. i've felt a similar pain when taehyung was sick long time ago, but this time..

this is.. killing me.

i kept asking why to myself, why yoongi didn't tell me, why should he hide it from me, why i couldn't sensed it, why? why? i want to hug him, i need to hug him, i have to hug him. i want to say sorry for not being with him when he need me, i want to say sorry for not being a good boyfriend.

the thought of yoongi don't wanna leave my mind, he make me restless, i need to meet him as soon as possible. i don't really know what is this kind of feeling, but i know i couldn't live without him..

and now.. i think i have to talk to taehyung.