Saving Chloe [5SOS Fanfic] *SLOW UPDATES*

chapter twenty-nine

A/N:

Hey hey hey! Two updates so far XD I'm still getting back into place okay? Don't hate me for them being so short!! I really don't like those comments. I know it's short already!! I just wanted you guys to see an update at least!! Please don't hate. It's upsetting.

Anyways, some of you seemed confused at my updates. To make things clear, Calum is going insane :(

I apologize for the twist. Thank you for reading.

Btw, I'm not open to anymore suicidal messages. It crushes me to tell you that. But it really does affect me when you guys tell me your problems. It makes me feel like I have to do something. And I can't always be there, so it sucks. So now I'm saying I'm not open to the messages because it affects me and I think I have enough problems of my own :( and well, you guys don't really need me, when really, you just need yourself.

Just know that whatever you're going through doesn't define you. Know that you're strong in your own way and that somebody out there loves you. Find strength in yourself. Love and believe in yourself to go further in life. Know that not many people have what you have, so make sure you acknowledge what you have.

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Calum's Perspective

I'm going insane. My head aches. My wrists sting. My veins call out to me. My hands are sweaty. I'm on the floor. It's so loud and painful. I'm going insane.

I'm not okay this time.

I hear the noise and nothing else.

I pick up my phone. Dial Chloe.

"Calum? " her voice, shaking a little bit.

" Chloe, " my voice cracks.

"Chloe, " I repeat once more.

"I'm here. " she responds, louder and clearer.

" I can see it know."

"See what Calum?"

"We are meant to be together. "

"Calum," she dodges,  her voice low again.

"We can be happy together. Oh so happy. We can have kids to! Well tell them this story! Oh Chloe. Hear me out! "

" Calum. " She repeats.

"We can do all the things couples do."

" Calum. " She says louder, but I don't care.

" Oh can't you see it already Chloe?! "

" Cut it out Calum, please. This isn't easy. "

" No. "

" Calum you dont understand. "

" Chloe. Hear me out. I'm not just dreaming. Why don't you understand? "

" Calum please. "

" Chloe! Listen to me! You are mine. "

" I'm not! " her voice cracks, her breath is louder against the phone. I can almost hear the fear she has.

I can feel my palms getting flooded in sweat.

" You will be. "

A beep tells me the call was disconnected.

My head throbs. My wrists start to call out to me again.

" Mine. " I repeat.

Chloe's Perspective

" Stop crying, " Ashton says as he holds me tighter in his arms. I can feel his heart beat louder and his breath unstable.

" I'm so done. " I reply.

" Close your eyes. "

I close my eyes. Tears all streaming down my cheeks. He rubs my shoulder a little bit.

" You'll be okay. " he says, his voice calming. I almost believed it for a second. Or at least I wanted to believe him. But my mind told me otherwise this time.

"He's going crazy Ashton. It's not going to be okay. "

"The kid is just so lonely. He'll get over it. " Ashton says, his fingers running through my hair.

" oh I hope so. " Ashton pulls me into a long hug he doesn't let go of for awhile. I look at the ceiling, thinking that maybe if I hope, this will pass just like everything else does.

Calum's Perspective

" Mom? " i call out when I exit my room.

" What? "

" I'm going to go out for errands. " I lie, getting my car keys and leaving without a response.

I turn on Chloe's street . I get out of the car and run to her front door and ring the bell repeatedly.

I wait impatiently. I'm waiting for her to open and realize I love her and that we belong together. I want her to be mine. Only mine.

After a few more attempts, the door opens. A girl, older than Chloe opens. I forget why I'm here for a few seconds.

"Who are you?" The girl says with a soft same tone of voice in every word.

"I'm um.. Calum. And you must be? "

" Sam. "

Her eyes blink several times and I'm lost.