cry ▪ kim jennie [book 1]

10

The next day was hard for me.

It was the worst day of my life. Well second worst day of my life.

I should've just stayed home that day.

But, I was too busy trying to get your attention that I didn't care about myself anymore.

I didn't look after myself.

My health isn't in the best condition.

I haven't eaten in almost four days.

Whenever I see food I throw up. Literally.

I've been throwing up for the past few days.

My period hasn't came in awhile.

My hands are always shaking as well as my legs.

I can't walk straight.

I can't think straight.

My eyes sting because I've cried so much in the past two weeks.

When I got to school today I rushed to my locker without anyone noticing my looks.

My whole outfit was a mess and so was my hair.

I looked all around the school for you until...

I saw you.

In a classroom.

But, you weren't alone.

You were with her.

My best friend.

You two were holding hands as she was sitting on top of a desk and you were standing in front of her.

I could hear her giggle as you whispered in her ear.

I could see you blushing when she kissed your cheek.

I could feel my heart break when you kissed her on the lips.