Asteriê | Lee Felix [✓]

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When we got into the dance studio, Jisung held the door for me,

"Ladies first" he said, playing with his eyebrow

"Ew, stop haha" i laughed, i felt comfortable being around him, it makes me happy

"Since when did the both of you got so close?" Changbin who saw the scene was shock

"Hyung! She's not scary!" Jisung said, showing his brightest smile

"I talked to her all day at the class, she didn't even care to listen, how did you do that?" Felix made a sulking face

"Maybe it's because you're ugly, hyung" Jeongin said

"Yah, watch your mouth, i swear I'm going to smack your ass"

"Whatever, here's your drink" i said, putting the plastic bag on the floor

Felix keep on glacing at me, there was this look of disappointment in his eyes. I didn't bother much and focus on my phone.

...

Finally, they're done practicing, it's quite late, the boys were bidding goodbye

"All of you did a great job, go home safely now, see you tomorrow" Chan said

"Goodbye little Hwang!" Changbin said

"What about the big Hwang?" Hyunjin nudge his shoulder

"No need" he stuck his tongue out, Hyunjin was about to smack his arms when suddenly

"Bye Danee" Jisung came up and hugged me

"Hey! No touching the little Hwang!" Hyunjin panicked and took me behind his back, everybody laugh except for one boy

His eyes showed disappointment, maybe more like betrayal? He awkwardly came up to me

"Uh, Danee, it's okay if you hate me, but see you tomorrow?" Felix said, i just nodded.

I walked home with my brother, we were walking silently until he looked up at the sky

"Woah, look at your star"

"What about it?" i looked up too

"It's twinkling, what does that mean?"

It was twinkling, it shines bright but it turns dark, then it shines again. It was never like this before, what is this?

...

Right as we got home, i told my mother that my star is twinkling

"Darling, are you going through puberty right now?"

"Umm, wait, what?" i gave her a weird look

"You're confused, honey, you're happy but somehow there's something that holds you from being happy, more like you're regretting something or feeling sorry"

"Aah, okay i get it" i said, nodding my head

"So who's the lucky guy eh?"

"What? Mom! No! There's no lucky guy" i said as i ran to my room.

I lay on the bed, my thoughts are everywhere, what did my mother words means?

"...you're happy but somehow there's something that holds you from being happy"

Regret? Sorry? What is it? I was drowning in my own thoughts, I didn't realize that soon my eyes are slowly closing by itself drifting me to my dreamland.

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Sorry for the typos and grammatical errors, english is not my first language😢