Hi! Hello! [BOOK 3] || BAE JINYOUNG

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I wake up from my bed. My mom and my brother are right at my bedside. They smile at me brightly. I get up from my bed, looking at them with full of worries.

"Eomma.. Oppa.. If I can't survive, you will live fine right?" I ask them.

"Seorin.. Don't say something like that. I know you're strong enough." My mom hugs me.

My brother suddenly gives me his phone to me to show me something. 'Seo Seorin undergoes her heart cancer surgery' 'Seo Seorin, ex member of G1RLS, broke up with Bae Jinyoung'.

I stop reading the headlines of those articles online, giving back the phone to my brother. I fake smile at him, ruffling his hair. "Oppa~ I'm fine.. Don't worry. Let's go to the hospital."

"Wait, Seorin. One of your friends came today. He said that he already promised with you to accompany you for the surgery today." My mom tells me, opening my room's door wide open.

"Jinan.. You came? I thought you just want to comfort me yesterday.." I'm shocked as soon as I saw Jinan smiles in front of my room, carrying a white bag.

"Thank you, young son. You're such a great friend to Seorin. I don't know how to repay your kindness." My mom shakes hands with him.

"It's my responsibility as her friend. Should we get ready to go to the hospital? I already get my car for us to go." He adds.

At first, I thought that he was a bad person. But at last, the table turned. I'm the one that mistaken about him.

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seo.seorin23     Mostly people said that moving on is so hard.. But I'm fine with all of this. With all my friends, fans and my family by my side. I'm sorry that I disappoint some of you. I will try to be a better person. Give me strength to survive from my health problem. I will try to fight with it bravely. Thank you @kw.gnann  for being with me.

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Hospital. I changed my clothes to patient outfit, walking to my wardroom to wait for my surgery time this afternoon. I stop my steps as I saw Jinyoung leans on the wall next to the door. He stares at me with teary eyes.

"Seorin.. I'm sorry. I'm so immature. I keep forgetting that you once told me about your health problem. I shouldn't hurt you when I know that you're ill.. I'm.."

"I forgive everything that you did.. So, don't be so sorry about all bad things that you have threw to me. I want to undergo this surgery without any pressure. It's the best for you to just go.. I don't want my mind to be interfere. Please, Jinyeong.." I smile at him bitterly before entering my wardroom.

I lie down on the white covered bed, looking outside with blank minded. I don't even feel like I have feelings anymore. Everything that I have experienced with Jinyoung fades off from my memories.

The door suddenly opens by Jinan. He sits next to me, seems like want to say something. His mouth itches to speak out. "Just say it.. I'm fine." I look at him.

"Seorin.. I'm the one that told Jinyoung to come here. Let him know at last. I think it's better. You don't have to feel so burden with your love for him when he's right by your side although quite far." Jinan explains to me, looking at the ground nervously.

"Thank you.. I appreciate your works. I can't even tell him to come because I know he won't believe my words as he said that I'm just a troublemaker for him. I can feel safe now.." I thank him, hugging him tightly.

"Miss Seo Seorin, let's go to the surgery room. Our surgery will start later." A few nurses with pink clothed comes into my room, pushing my bed out to the surgery room.

"Seorin, be strong. I will always be here for you." My mom gives me some encouraging words, pushing my bed together with the nurses.

When the nurses stop my mom from entering the surgery room, I can finally feel the nervousness being in this room alone with a few surgeons that look kinda scary.

The last thing I saw was the surgeon injecting something into my body to make me doze off for a while. Will I be alive when the surgery done?

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