This sadness haunts me
Every time there is a glimpse of happiness
It returns and does not rest
I am not who I want to be
I am worth so much less
This sadness starts to infest
It digs into my mind
Changing love into hate
It will not allow me to be happy
I love this sadness
It knows what’s best
I want to be lonely
I want to be full of sadness
It’s better than the rest
Being sad is who I’m meant to be
All I can do is confess
I believe that part of me is the worthiest
