"XIYU! XIYU!" A loud bang on the door came.
Her mother's voice woke her up. She groggily checked the time and its still three in the morning. She then noticed that Sana was not beside her anymore. She sat up and opened the door.
"What is it, mama?" She asked while rubbing her eyes.
"THE GUARDS SAW SANA SNEAKING OUT OF THE GATE WHILE THEY ARE DOING THE ROUNDS!" The woman brushed her hair above her head in frustration. "THEY WEREN'T ABLE TO CATCH-"
Her mom was still nagging while she ran downstairs. Hurriedly fishing out her car keys on the keybox hanging on the wall near the entrance. She got in her car in lightning speed as she let the vehicle roar to life. Blowing her horn frantically, the guards panicked and opened the gate immediately. Shoving the stick to gear one, she sped out of their premises. She was able to do some dragging as she turned left.
Her eyes kept scanning the road from left to right and every alley she passes by. It won't be hard to miss out Sana since she knew the girl's 3D perspectives even with eyes close. Besides, it's three in the morning, the streets are empty.
"Where are you, unnie." She mumbled as she reached the park. Stopping her car, she then got out hoping that Sana would be out here resting.
"She can't go that far yet." Tzuyu ran around the idled walkway. She didn't even realized she was only wearing her black running shorts and a v-neck white tee long with a slip-on. She obviously doesn't have the time to dress. "Unnie. . . " Her heart was racing hard as well, her skin was already crying. She looked like she went for an early run-early run indeed.
After searching the whole park, she hurriedly went back to her car and drove off somewhere. She was just driving around their neighborhood—living in a high class subdivision is like living in a small town.
Her mind is going haywired as her eyes were desperately looking around for the girl. She then reached the baywalk and immediately parked her car and got out. Her legs can't even try to relax and walkout as it was also anxiously running round. She tied her hair quickly since she's almost getting pissed by the strands covering her eyes.
"Sana-unnie. . ." She mumbled as she passes by the lined-up park benches. Her tears started to fall one by one. She also felt her heart getting squeezed thinking Sana disappeared.
Seconds later, she spotted a girl sitting by the seawall facing the ocean. She then hurriedly ran up the stairs. "S-Sana-?"
The girl slowly looked at her with tears present over her cheeks.
"SANA!" She exclaimed when the girl ran away. Hurriedly catching up, she was worried Sana might trip. When she finally grabbed her wrist and pulled her for a hug. Tears automatically fell out. "Sana, don't run away anymore please." She hugged her tighter. "Please." She beg.
Sana kept pushing her away while crying. "LET ME BE, TZUYU-AH!" She screamed, trying to get away from her hug. "I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'RE KEEPING ME ALIVE!" She punched Tzuyu's upper chest. "I DON'T SEE ANY LIGHT ANYMORE!" She punched again.
Tzuyu can feel how wet her shirt is now. She then felt another punched again, plus a scratch on her arm.
"I BECAME A WHORE! I GOT PREGNANT! I GOT TWICE DOWN! I- I-" She stopped punching, she then calmed down and gripped onto Tzuyu's shirt and buried her face onto her broad shoulder. ". . .I can't even make you love me. . ." She cried harder. "I tried really hard, Tzuyu." She whispered in between sobs. "I cooked, I cleaned the house—even though your mom doesn't want me to—I folded your clothes, arranged your things, and all sorts just to make you see I'm worthy of your love-at least worthy for someone who was saved by the one I love." She loosen her grip on Tzuyu's shirt and pulled away still looking down. "You see? I can't. What's the use?" She chuckled bitterly while looking at the calm sea. Her tears ran down once more. "I am an unlucky girl. I only brought misfortunes around me. I wanted to be at peace, Tzuyu-ah." She looked up and smiled while tears running down her face. She then cupped her cheeks. "Thank you for everything." She pulled away her right and pulled out a utility knife from her back pocket. "I wanted to go to peace."
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I am here (SaTzu)
FanfictionWhere Sana attempted suicide and Tzuyu sacrificed something big for her-her career. [W A R N I N G: If you are suffering from a DEPRESSION, DO NOT READ THIS. This fic can trigger your soul. PLEASE. Thank you.]