Besides moving on,
The hardest part after we broke up is choosing how your act towards him
Cover up your broken heart or showing off your broken heart?
Cause every decision has their risk
When you choose to cover up your broken heart and soul with fakes; fake smiles and laughs and act like nothing happened
He might think "everything seems okay since i left her, so i did no wrong"
But it's the opposite!
You want him to know what he did is totally wrong and it hurt your feelings
But at the deep down of his heart, he already knew it!
He just pretending,
Cause faking it's one of his expertise from the beginning
He love faking his feelings.
Or the other one?
When you choose to showing off your broken heart and soul with your sad face and fill your life with quotes in your social media or listening to melancholic music and love the rain
It would make you look so weak
Like you have nothing without him
But it's the opposite!
You have the entire universe and your lifetime to be grateful for
And then he might think "just get over it, girl" or even worse "she's so disgusting"
— both decision are deaths
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