This all began when I was little, but I didn't know what all this meant what I was going through intell know I always had Depression, and anxiety my hole life. No one believes me can you tell me why of course you can't ok back to the story. I was always lonely I couldn't make friends or get along with people at all I found that out when my uncle let to live somewhere else not that long after I was born I don't even no or remember what he looks like . I always felt like I didnt belong in this world , that there was something wrong with me but I guess there wasn't it was the people who were doing it. They didn't even care they left me there without giving the two shits how I feel . They be standing there laughing at me at least that's how I saw it. They never understood what I was going through, why I was like that . What ever they thought was the reason was wrong. I almost lost my dad when I was younger even though it doesn't seem like I care for him or anyone I do, if you actually meet me in real life got to know me and saw how much I am closed of it doesn't matter who it is . I try so hard not to do the thing that will make everyone that knows me , that will make them cry have depression but I don't do it cause my mom she has had it since she was a little kid and if I do this who knows what she would do WHO KNOWS WHAT MA FAMILY WOULD DO. This is why I want to say if u are like this just like me please don't stop doing go to a place a help center that will help u it would take long but at least it works
