Teenagers Life [Hiatus]

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"Teenaged life is hard.
You need to have perfect grade, good attitudes and good performance.
Most of all,you need to respect others."

Well,how will you respect others when they don't respect you?
Call me rude but if you keep thinking about others feeling,who will take care of your feelings?
No one right?

They thought that they are perfect and they are above you.
But actually,they are bellow you.
Rude people will always be lower that you.

Why?
Easy because they don't have respect to others and they were dummy to think that they will always win.

Care about others feeling and you will be like me.
They will hit you with mean words.
Crying won't erased the scars they left.
Tell me if I'm wrong.

What you want is just a sincere sorry.
But they will never say it.
Crying all night long because of them.
Hurt because of them.

You want to have revenge but even though you have the chance,you won't do it.
Cause it's not worth it.
You don't want them to went through those painful moment.
I've been through all of it.

Being weak doesn't give you anything.
It's just give you scars.

I'm become sensitive because of my past.
Everytime people making joke about me,it will hit me like a gun shot.
EVEN a joke can make me hurt.

Think about it.
My strong heart already become a fragile and broken heart.
The scars will be open again everytime people judge me.

Everytime they joke about myself,I will feel hurt but I cover it up with a smile or small laugh.

That's how I become after many years.
People said past is past but memory will always be inside you're head.

So were scars...
They won't be erased easily.
It take time.

My heart need a long time to be heal and strong again.
My tears that I shed all this year's will be invisible again.

Will love and friendship help me to forget all this painful memory?

I guess it will.
I'm feeling much better when I'm with people that I love.
They help me went through all of this painful life.

I become myself again...
The happy me...
I miss the happy me all this time.
I thought I won't be able to be like my old self again.
The happy and non-stop smiling me.

But it's coming slowly.
I'm smiling with every little things.
And laughing without a reason.

After being all sad and hopeless me,I realise what is the real friendship mean.

Friends that will never leave your side no matter what happen.
They will always there to give you advise and support.

Everyone have their painful memory too.
People that smiling and laughing doesn't mean they not broken inside.

They need a special person to see it...