Will it ever work?
Will I ever get my happy ending?
Or will words continue to mean nothing?
Building me up…only to push
me back down?
How many times can a heart break?
Over and over until you just
don't want to try anymore?
Until you just don’t want to stay?
Do happy endings even exist?
I'm leaning towards no.
Leaning always, it seems,
on someone else.
Why can't I be there for myself?
Why can't I help myself?
Why can't I save myself?
Am I not as strong as I thought?
Or is life playing games?...again.
