Once Upon A Time I Trusted

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Only your eyes

Notice me when I want eyes to the least.

Call my name, call my name again and tell me

Every thought I ever came across.

Under your hollow stare I stand,

Presently afraid, always so afraid.

Oh, you have to see my fingers tremble, and

No, it's not because I'm angry.

Angst. It is hurt, and empitness, and angst.

To think I once told you everything

I felt; all my secrets, my fears, my tears.

My tears shouldn't be spent on you -- and yet

Every single one is.

I wish I could just hate you -- not forget you, but hate you.

Tired; that's what I am, tired of

Regretting, and loving, and all over again. I just feel so--

Useless.

So what, I used to . . .

Trust you.

'Everything happens for a reason' but that doesn't explain why my soul is

Dying inside of me.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 28, 2013 ⏰

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