When I look in the mirror i don't see myself. I don't know what i see, a monster? Or someone who's misunderstood? I get tired of cipher's, i get tired of lying. I'm tired of feeling emotions but yet not feel them at the same time, it's so strange. If i'm sad i can easily just change and feel normal. If i'm angry or sad i can just blink and they'll be gone. I write the truth even though i don't speak the truth. I've lied so many times and i can't stop no matter how hard i try. I have no idea how to love, or hate. Why am i so selfish? Why can't I worry about other people and not my own well-being? Nobody cares about me so why care myself, I am nothing after all. At the end of the day I'm just another screwed up "special" child. I will never surpass the expectations the world has for me, I can never accomplish my goals. I am wrapped and chained to my own body. If I could get rid of this mortal hold then maybe my soul or spirit could strive to be better.
-K______
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PoetryI have songs poems and letters that are too emotional and too sad to keep locked up so I'm going to post them here.
