I STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY
I loved her the first time I saw her in that awful place
We spent months and the only time it wasn't hell
Is when I held her again in a loving embrace
But she was just a little girl but a gorgeous gal
I knew pain each week, the days always drug by
Then I'd see her again and it was hell no more as before
I would see her face and be thrilled beyond words is why
God I would have run if I'd known what was in store
The wanting and needing the endless crying inside
I never would have known such agony
I might have learned to live again as I tried
Lord I tried but to love in hell is such irony
When she said she had AIDS my heart broke and it all changed
I healed her but she rejected it ... Deranged?
