My Gangster Queen

Chapter 33

It's Saturday at as usual hawak sa isang kamay ang boque ng Purple Daisies. Last week ay hindi ko nadalaw si Daddy dahil sa Busy ko sa pag rereview ng Finals.

Hi...Dad :)

Inilagay ko ang Flower sa Puntod ni Daddy napansin ko na may isa pa ditong Flower...White Roses and flower na laging binibigay ni mommy.

Umupo ako sa Harap ng Puntod ni Daddy at Bumuntong Hininga.

Dad...I'm Confused...There's a Guy who I Really Enjoy being with. He makes me Laugh, Whenever I am with Him I feel at ease. I'm even having Butterflies inside me when he's around. I am pretty sure that I like him but I am not sure if It's just 'Like'. He's in Danger ' Again ' Because of Me and It's Just Frustrating that For the second time around He's life is at risk because of me. So I did a Move that i don't know will help or not...I'm staying away from him. I don't know why...But Maybe Because I am Hoping that if I am away from him so is the Danger that Comes with me. I Don't know...I've never been Afraid to lose someone that's not Kuya and Mom. Am I Crazy How can I be afraid???? I haven't felt this way since 2 years...Being Afraid of losing someone who is I Can't even tell if is Important to me or not.

I let out a Deep Breath.

Dad I'm sooo Confused...Confused of My Feeling, Confused on why am I Afraid to Lose Him, Confused on what to do next or what will happen next....I can't understand my Self...This is Crazy.

Ng mailabas ko na ang dapat kong ilabas ay nagpaalam na ako kay Dad at Umalis...Nahagip ng Mata ko ang Playground ng Subdivision nila Airos at Hindi ko alam pero Huminto ako dito at Lumapit sa Swing at Umupo.

May mangilan-ngilang bata ang naglalaro dito ngayon...May isang Batang Babae na mejo Chubby at ang sarap kagatin at Kalaro nya ang isang Batang Lalaki na Sobrang Cute dahil May Malalalim na dimples sya sa pingi lalo na habang tumatawa. Ang Cute.

Nagulat nalang ako ng Biglang may Tumabi sakin.

Hi Apoy ^.^

Bigla namang kumunot ang noo ko

Anong Ginagawa mo dito Hydro???? Tsaka ayan ka nanaman sa Apoy, Apoy mo susunugin na talaga kita!!!

Ahahahhaha...Easy lang, nag bibiro lang HB ka nanaman.

Sinong di ma Hi-High Blood sayo +___+

Ahahahaha.....BTW Congratulations :)

Huh??? Para saan????

For Being the Top 1 of Your Department -Hydro

Ahahahahaha....Thank you pero Congratulations din sayo Top 2 ka sa Med. Department -Me

Oo...Nga eh...Ang Galing Kasi nung Kaibigan mo eh...99% That's Mind Blowing

Ahahhhaha...Ganun talaga yun si Novelle may lahing Genius.

Kaya nga tinanggap ko nalang ang kapalaran ko na pangalawa lang talaga ako kasi alam ko namang di ko talaga kakayanin yung 99% yung Grade ko nga ngayon halos Ikaospital ko na para langmakuha ko...Okay na ako dun -Hydro

Atleast Ginawa mo yung Best mo :)

Oo...Naman -Hydro

Oo...Nga pala ano ginagawa mo dito???

Ah...Napadaan lang ako tapos nakita kita...Ikaw ano ginagawa mo dito...Sa pagkakaaalam ko nasa kabilang Subdivision pa yung Bahay mo

Dinalaw ko kasi si Daddy tapos napadaan ako dito.