I am gone
I'm hurting I'm angry
I'm blamed I'm unhappy
He is right I'm wrong
Can't keep going if I can't be me.
Had enough
The times that are good
Fewer than those rough.
The pain is bigger than me.
I am gone
Pushed by all
Emotionally abused
Too much to change
Mentally confused.
The pain is bigger than me
Life should be lived
I'm only still young
So why now.
Am I feeling numb.
I am gone
Because I've changed so much
I don't know me
I'm buried..deep..
Numb to the bone
Yell at my kids
Look at their little faces
See what life is
Brings back love and hope
Briefly
I really do try
Glimmer of hope
Comes flashing by
Then a bad day and it's gone
Back to wanting to die.
The pain is bigger than me
Hate myself
For making them cry
Take out my anger
In their little souls
Hate myself more.
I am gone
The cause is my family
Hating my life
Don't agree with my actions
I'm not a good wife.
I try to be good
Like a good wife should
But I'm a failure
I always knew I would
The pain is bigger than me
I am gone
Lack of encouragement
Who knows why
Nag me to change
Small facts of my life
Can never do anything right
Maybe if I listened
I would stay alive
Please tell my kids
I really did try
My husband is a good man
He will be fine
I am gone
Why can't they see
The pain I'm in is bigger than me
They will now see
How I was hurting
I'm done with this life
I take to the sky
Sorry to be selfish
I really did try.
- Jenna V
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