My ears ache for the sound of your voice
I blink every second hoping that when I open my eyes that you will be there
I dream of you because in reality I lost the grip of your hand
But what hurt me the most are the memories
The memories of you drunk
The memories of you yelling
The memories of my false hope
The memories of you crushing my heart with your hand
Now I hope that you are happy
Happy as you watch my demons take over my body
Happy as you watch me falling to the ground crying
Happy as you watch me suffer every day
All I wanted to do for you was make you smile and be happy
