sempiternal sadness

Looking to the sky,

With the motive in my mind.

Trying to be successful,

But i loose it every time.

Living in this world.

Walking through it blind.

Falling in these holes,

Now im bleeding deep inside.

The Sun it never shines.

The rain continues pouring.

The people that i trust,

Caused me all this mourning.

You judge me from the cover,

But never read the book.

Close me up and lock me down.

Just burn me with your looks.

The secrets in my head

The things you just don't know.

The reasons that i trust no one.

The reason theres no hope.

I'll pushed you out my life,

With no explination why.

I know all of the hurts and pain.

I know thats why i cry.

I'll never open up,

Or give my love to someone.

If you knew my secrets.

I would loose another loved one