Two Worlds Collide (Nemi)

I Just Wanted To Know Why..

Demi POV.

When I walked inside the truck I felt really guilty.. I couldn't tell Nick!! What if he leaves me for good?! He has been so strong about this relationship!! I'm always the fucked up..

I walked in our room and saw the moonlight hits his face.. he had no shirt.. I putted on one of his shirts and layed in bed, his arms instantly wrapping around my tummy.. I felt like a married woman..

- Hey babe - he whispered with a low raspy voice

- Hey - I said kissing his hand

- How was the date??

My heart froze - it wasn't a date.. I have a boyfriend you know?

I turned around in his arms and looked at his red face - were you crying?

- No..

- You were.. you are red..

- I wasn't Demi.. I swear!!

I snuggled to his chest as he hugged me tight - I have a song about you..

I looked up - And that's what you were crying?

- No.

- Admit!!

- Ok..

No one ever made a song about me that was so touching - You'll show it tomorrow

He nodded and I turned my back to him again

- Night - he whispered

- Night - I said with my voice cracking

I didn't know how I felt about that kiss.. Liked it or Hated it?

And what about Nick? Did I still loved him?

I sighed and felt him kissing my neck.. "Why am I doubting?"

The next day I found the need to talk with Mitchel.. I waited until Nick go to the rehersals and Mitchel got inside the bus

He got too close to me making my face hit his chest

- Hey baby

I was annoyed my his action - I'm not even yours!!

He looked down - You really love that kid?

I sighed out of frustration - Hes more man than you

He grabbed me and kissed me again.. It felt wrong in so many ways.. I pulled it back - Please stop!! This is a mistake!!

Nick POV.

I walked in the bus because I forgot my jacket..

- We have to keep this a secret - I heard Demi say

I looked through the door and saw her and Mitchel

- Why don't you just dump him??

I felt my heart break little by little.. I didn't even bothered to hear the rest..

I walked out furious.. I punched the tree at my right side.. My hand hurted but nothing like what I felt inside.. She's fucking cheating on me!!

I looked at my hand and saw red.. blood..

I was so pissed.. she was kidding with my facee this whole time!! She was just the Video Girl I described in my song..

It hurted so much..

I went inside the arena with my hand numb

- What happened? - Joe rushed

- Don't ask - I said entering the nurse office

She watched my hand and treated it - Nicholas you can't play the guitar for 2 weeks

I sighed "No Demi and no music.. perfect.."

I walked out and found Joe still waiting for me

- What happened?

- None of your business..

I walked to my room with lots and lots of thoughts..

Was this reality? Was she really lying to me all this time?

I heard a knock on the door and it opened some minutes later..

Perfect.. [ -.-" ]

- Hey babe, Joe told me you were strange.. what happened? - Demi asked like it was the most normal thing in the world

She kissed me but I didn't kissed back..

I stood up and walked away to the rehersal hopefull to walk away from her

- NICK!!

I walked on stage and went to the piano ignoring Demi completely..

We had our rehersal and ended it at night..

When I walked to my room Demi wasn't there so I pulled our beds apart and went to sleep..

I heard the door bang behind me..

- What the hell happened?!

- Goodnight Demi

She sighed and got in her pijama.. Right now she was annoying me.. I annoyed myself for being so stupid!! I gave her what she wanted!! Fame..

I heard her lay on her bed turning the lights off

The next day, Demi woke up like nothing happened.. But I didn't forgot what I heard..

- Good morning!!

- Yeah whatever..

I heard her sigh as I walked to the bathroom..

The first show was tonight and I didn't really wanted to sing with her..

- Demi I wanna break up - I said coldly going inside the bedroom

- What?.. - she whispered looking at me - what did I did wrong?

- It's over..

I got out to the arena and threw a rock to tge same tree making it scratch it

- Why does this hurts so much?! - I said without breath

Demi POV.

Why? What was wrong? Am I that awful? What happened??

... Why?..

I cried softly and ran to the bathroom.. I picked up a pocket knife I always had abd sarted cutting

With each cutt I thought about how stupid I was.. how worthless I was.. ridiculous.. fat ass.. hoe.. fat.. freak... creep..

I lost control of my hand and felt on my knees dropping the knife..

I layed against the bathtub and turned off the lights.. I locked the door and stayed in the dark with tears streaming down my cheeks as I felt the outside burn in my wrist..

I spent there the whole day.. not even went to tge show.. probably was for the best.. I just wanted to know why..

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This is really short but it's late and I have to study.. hope you like it anyways

- Alma ^=^