So now you have left me
To love another, what about me?
You broke me down,
You gave me that crown.
I see you, running through my fields of sorrow
Perhaps if you knew you wouldn't be asking me about tomorrow.
Spit on me,
Show me your way
I don't blame you anymore
If love is what you seek, seek it forevermore.
I will wait patiently,
Not like you who makes decisions so hastily.
Twinflame,
In many ways I just don't know if I will ever be the same...
Sigh, if you only knew,
It sucks, you broke my heart, if you only knew...
My views on you is a philosophy in itself,
Your views on the mirrors of me is not from self.
You are the masterpieces of my life
Perhaps if we are both ready we shall learn how to strive
Strive for unity
Unity through purity
So now you've left me to my fields of sorrow,
Re-creation the never-ending paradoxes that will follow.
Follow me to the depths of your mind
There I will show you the secrets of time.
I've seen beyond the realms forbidden to man,
I've proofed myself that I can.
Without you I am strong,
I do not need you to believe in me I have proofed myself wrong.
Appologies for this poem, Love.
Perhaps in due time you will return back to me with love...
Until then, I bless you and your happiness,
And I wish you the best fairy-kiss.
My wish for you is not a wish for you, even if we are flame.
My wish for you is to go forth, LOVE, whoever it is, even if I am on your hatelist, go, without shame.
I will stay strong, hold my blistering tears,
Burning me if I don't release my fears...
My fears? Losing you,
Does it matter if you love another, maybe not for you...
Broken and healed I sit,
Waiting for you amist all this shit.
Broken and healed, I feel,
That maybe one day I don't know how to feel...
I don't know what to wish for you...
I don't wish you love for another, I hate sharing you.
My past life hurts bubbles over
Mistakes we did over and over, all the time, my clover...
I hate you so much
Then it projects back to me, for we are like a mushroom flush.
I am contrary to you...
I, lonely, complete, without you, craving every part of it that makes you, you.
You, complete, without me, believing in the false hope of someone that isn't me.
Shame, we should both be ashamed
My actions are shameful, your actions are not ordaned.
Turn back to me.
Stop denying your flame!
You are breaking me into bits,
How do you think I feel, dear miss?
So now you have left me to mine own fields of sorrow
Where I shall never return back to tomorrow.
