Sometimes, I don't understand what is going on.
I feel as if the world keeps on spinning and spinning and I stay still.
I'm being left behind and nobody notices,
I'm being left behind and no one even cares.
I'm always just here, looking up staying motionless.
thinking about everything that has come and gone by.
Sometimes I feel like my mind is emotionless,
thinking and remembering but my heart doesn’t beat.
I feel no pity, no regret no repulsion,
just remembering the times I can.
Sometimes I remember times I actually smiled,
but there are so little I can actually count.
Remember that day where I actually gave a shit?
Good, now remind me because I don’t remember it.
Sometimes I feel like I’m about to cry,
too bad I’ve forgotten.
Last time I’ll cry is when I say good-bye.
