Struggle ( Urban)

Chapter 10 , Kaylin Kill Yourself

Narrator POV

I CANT FUCKING STAND YOU ME AND MY BROTHER OVER HERE WITH A MAMA WHO DONT GIVE 2 fucks ABOUT US , AND YOU WERE IN THE BACKGROUND WATCHING , NOT DOING SHIT . I DONT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU , YOU ARE THE WORST FATHER IN THE WORLD . YOU WILL NEVER BE IN MY LIFE I SPENT 8 YEARS RAISING A CHILD THATS NOT MY OWN WHILE YOUR LIVING IN LUXURY . THE FUCK . Kayla yelled at Kaylin . After that she began punching him repeatedly not because she didn't respect him , because she was angry and sad and disappointed .

Travie tried to pull Kayla back but she wouldn't budge , when finally Eve joined in and trying to calm Kayla down . During the whole time Austin was staring at a dragonfly . Kayla finally calmed down and let it go . Kaylin wanted to hit her but he knew he deserved it .

"TAKE ME HOME TRAVIE" , Kayla yelled with tears down her eyes

Kaylin didn't want his daughter to leave him , from now on it was all about her and Austin .

"NO , YOU WILL STAY YOUR ASS RIGHT HERE , I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THE BEST FATHER , BUT YOUR ASS WILL RESPECT ME ". Kaylin yelled with vains popping through his head .

Kayla finally calmed down , all she could do is sit on the curb and cry . All the times where it was father and daughter dances and when her and her mom would struggle . All the times Kayla would cry and ask god why her dad had to die . Her mom would tell her he's dead . All the times where her stepdad would abuse her , while Kaylin was on yachts and in exotic restaurants

Austin came over and got between Kaylin and Kayla and asked Kaylin why he made Kayla cry he put up two fist like he was about to fight . Eve came and picked up Austin .

"That's my son to? ", Kaylin. Asked

"No Shits" , Travie and Kayla yelled In unison

"How old is he" .

"You would know if you were here for 8 years of his damn life ". Kayla says rollung her eyes.

"We'll I'm fucking sorry your mama put a restraining order on me so I couldn't see y'all. If it wasn't for her I would have custody over y'all I did my damn best y'all know how hard the system is on a black man" , Kaylin yelled

"Stop lying ", I yelled

"YOU KNOW WHAT KAYLA I TRIED MY BEST TO GET TO YALL , YOU JUST BEING A DAMN BRAT I APOLOGIZED DAMN WHAT CAN I DO BUT MAKE IT UP TO YOU . IF YOU WANNA YELL YELL AT YOUR CRACKHEAD ASS MA.", Kaylin yelled

"MY MAMA MAY BE A CRACKHEAD SHE TRIED HER DAMN BEST . I KNOW SHE BEAT ME BUT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH SHIT OK,"I YELLED AND STARTED WALKING AWAY, I yelled

Kaylin grabbed my arm .

LET ME FUCKING GO . , I pushed him but he didn't budge

"YOU YELL AT ME ONE MORE TIME IM GOING TO LEAVE , JUST STOP BEING FUCKING STUBBORN AND HEAR ME OUT." Kaylin says in a plead like voice

"OKAY I FORGIVE YOU" , I may forgive but I damn sure won't forget.

"Kayla I can prove to you that I can be a good father , I promise I will make up for all the times I missed father daughter dances , just give me a chance . I know I should've been there , trust me I know how it is to not have a father . I know your mad I know your disappointed in me . But what could I do if I would go to jail for even seeing y'all,"

"Okay I understand , I forgive you but I damn sure won't call you dad or daddy . Until you actually be a father ." I was second guessing my decision

"Okay I can deal with that" Kaylin says embracing Kayla into a hug .

"I wanna see my son " Kaylin says.