Cancer

Please don't go.

It's eating me alive,

Knowing that i can't do anything,

To stop this from happening,

It kills me to know,

That you're loosing faith,

That you don't believe you'll make it,

I mean the first time,

I didn't think much of it,

The second time,

I cried,

I started to worry a bit,

But this time,

I cry every night,

It's always on my mind,

This time,

It's worse,

It spread,

And I'm worried,

About you.

About him.

And about them,

Your kids.

He hurts to know,

That he might,

Loose the love of his life,

It tears him apart,

because he loves you the most.

One of them understands,

It's impacted her the most,

But one of them doesn't fully,

It's not much of an impact on him.

It's impacted my life,

So much,

It hurts to think,

Of what might happen,

To you,

To all of them,

To all of us.

You still haven't told,

Your children,

Because,

You know,

It's worse,

Then before,

And you're scared.

Of what,

Your body,

Is telling you.

It's tired,

Of fighting,

It needs a rest,

But you,

Don't want,

To leave us,

Leave them,

Or him.

But your body,

Needs to rest,

So I say this,

And i mean it,

If you give up,

It's ok,

Because I know,

That it must hurt you,

To live three years,

Like this,

A time that you,

Have been fighting,

Non-stop,

So that,

You don't have to leave them,

So that she,

Won't have to live,

Without a mother,

To help her,

So that she knows,

Her right from her left,

What's right from wrong.

But I'll say it again,

If you,

Can't go on,

And you have to go,

Then I'll understand,

Why you left us,

I'll understand,

Why you did it,

And I wont ever blame you,

Because you'll be,

In a place where you,

Will have no more pain,

You'll always be there,

Watching over of us,

And watching her grow up.