he is trying to show me he is there for me, in fact he isn't trying, he is demonstrating me he is there for me, and that he genuinely loves me.
but im not ready, am i? i ask myself.
of course im not.
im afraid to love. i dont believe love is real.
i dont believe there is someone out there that feels that kind of love towards me, a love that can heal and fight.
a love that hurts.
but im not ready, i told him.
he said, ill wait.
will he though? am i good enough?
