The time i wasted is my biggest regret,
Spent in these places i'll never forget,
Just sitting and thinking about things i've done wrong,
The crying,the laughing,the hurt,and the fun,
Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt,
Behind a wall of emptiness i allowed to be built,
I'm trapped in my body just wanting to run,
Back to my youth with its laughter and fun,
But the chase is over and there's nowhere to hide,
Everything is gone including my pride,
With reality suddenly right in my face,
I'm scared,alone,and stuck in this place,
Now the memories of my past flash through my head,
And the pain is obvious by the tears that i shed,
I ask myself why?and where i went wrong?
I guess I was weak when i should've been strong,
It's time that i change and get on withmy life,
Fullfilling my dreams for a family and life that i always wanted,
What my future will hold i really don't know,
But the time that i wasted is starting to show,
I just live for the day when ill get a new start,
And the dreams i still hold deep in my heart,
I hope i can make it; Iat least have to try,
Cause im heading toward death,
And i dont want to die!!
