*Thanks Rizza for beautiful cover! :D
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Struggle
Struggle, it is.
Mind-boggling it is.
Maybe, dishearten and
Depressing too.
The day has came to make choices,
Yet, I haven’t decided,
For it is no excuse, but
I am struggling.
The future lay ahead of me,
Powerful to create or ruin my life,
My little achievement, are of no use,
I am struggling.
No one to guide my way,
For it has been too easy for me to choose,
But it couldn’t have been more wrong, because
I am struggling.
There is always that but,
For no one drove my fears away,
My mere acceptance, regarded as over-confidence.
I am struggling.
Struggling to sketch out of way,
My future, which no one else could plot,
This sketch isn’t my cup of tea,
Still I am trying, not to struggle.
Maybe, I should just lay back,
And wait for destiny to declare it’s plan,
It is making me restless
And have left me struggling.
Struggling to cope up,
Not to fall, and walk elegantly,
My spirits have failed,
Or shall I say, are crushed.
Maybe, I should wait,
For one day, just maybe,
I will conquer my fear
And turn into something more than just me.
Khwaish
