you separate yourself from the one person that actually mattered because you think that they would be better off without you. you cry every night until you can't cry anymore. you live through each day like its a chore, because it is. you don't have a reason to stay alive anymore. what's the point in living if you threw all your reasons away? it's all sleepless nights and far too many pills.
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