I remembered when I had those.
Ones who wouldn't talk behind my back.
Ones who would include me in things.
Ones who wouldn't go out of there way to ruin every day of my life at that point.
Ones who just, were cool.
Then I remembered, every friendship I've had, has gone bad in some way thanks yours truly.
Why? You might ask random person- What am I saying, no one reads this.
No one reads anything I write.
Back on subject.
I miss the friends I had, the friends who would talk to me, be nice to me.
The friends who... I dunno anymore...
I just miss having a nice group to hang out with, talk with and everything.
But, it's all my fault that'll never have that.
Because I'm a ignorant asshole.
I ruin everything by doing what thought at the time what a good idea.
But no, in the long run it wasn't a good a idea.
Nothing is ever a good idea when you're me.
Just fuck me.
Just fuck my stupid personality that people hate.
Waffle Chapter 23, later tonight.
