"I feel so numb. Baby, I feel so numb without you. I've been coming to see you a lot lately. I have this feeling, like I need to see you as much as I can. And that fucking terrifies me because I had the same feeling the day you had that seizure that landed you in the hospital.
We were together and I had this urge that I just needed you to know how much you mean to me, and later that day you left us. So now what? What does it mean now that I feel like I need to come and see you as much as I possibly can? Does that mean you're giving up? Please don't give up. I don't know how many times I have to beg before you listen. Just, please don't. I really don't know if I can get by without you."
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question: is there anything you guys want to see/want cleared up before this book begins to wrap up?
there's only FOUR MORE CHAPTERS + an epilogue and i'm actually sad, there's something about writing this book that really does feel therapeutic for me
YOU ARE READING
breathe me (e.dolan)
Fanfictionin which a sad girl leaves voicemails for a dying boy hoping that one day, maybe, he'll pick up the phone. completed august 23, 2017 voicemail format, lowercase intended
