My Song Journal

This type of thing

A/n didn't really know what to name this and will probably come back and edit this but yea... This song has kinda a really deep meaning and I kinda was going to blurt out what it's about in the song but didn't so yea no one can no cuz I honestly never told anyone about this... And not sure when I will

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Wake me up I can't keep going through this nightmare. It feels so real and I am crying and trying to get you away. How could you do this to me, I know it might have been just a dream but I know that you would do this type of thing.

I can't deal with this, in the back of my head I hear a voice say that I should just end it. But you say you love me and I never really knew love before. So many people told me that you were trouble, but I did not believe. You made yourself seem so perfect for me but in reality your someone I never want to be with.

Wake me up I can't keep going through this nightmare. It feels so real and I am crying and trying to get you away. How could you do this to me, I know it might have been just a dream but I know that you would do this type of thing.

We would talk all the time and it seemed I could never get you off of my mind. You called me beautiful and made me feel so happy, but there were times I wondered is this really meant to be. You liked the same music as me and we just seemed to connect, but I didn't realize that you were faking.

Wake me up I can't keep going through this nightmare. It feels so real and I am crying and trying to get you away. How could you do this to me, I know it might have been just a dream but I know that you would do this type of thing.

We talked about things that you know I didn't want. You said baby please and I told you in your dreams. But in mine you got your way and I woke up crying the next day wondering if you would ever really do this to me. I should have left you from the start before you could break my heart. I wish I knew you never really cared but it's too late to go back before things changed. At the start I thought you were great and in the end I felt like I would break.

Wake me up I can't keep going through this nightmare. It feels so real and I am crying and trying to get you away. How could you do this to me, I know it might have been just a dream but I know that you would do this type of thing.