the tranquility within •윤정한• [✓]

23rd day

To be honest I do not know if I'll ever reach another week alive. The doctor checked up on me awhile ago and said that my condition is getting worse.

That doctor just got my hopes up that I'll be better. That I'll get to know his name. That I'll get to step outside this hospital again.

I should be in an agony right now but I don't feel it. I pity myself because I can't do anything with this pain slowly devouring my senses.

"Jihan-ah." He called out my name again. "I trust you." He paused for a little while. "I know you can work through out of this mess."

I faced the other side of the room and pretended to be asleep while I am crying and slowly dying inside.