DRAMA,SORROWS AND BROKEN PROMISES I HAVE GOTTEN TIRED OF ALL THAT AND I AM TRYING TO DO MY BEST TO PUT THAT BEHIND ME. BUT EVERY TIME I MAKE SOME PROGRESS ALL MY FEARS , DOUBTS, AND PAINFUL MEMORIES JUST SEEM TO COME AND BITE ME AND HUNT ME IN MY DREAMS MAKING IT HEAR FOR ME TO SLEEP AT NIGHT . I AM FOREVER FALLING BUT I AM DETERMINED TO CONTINUE TO FIGHT , IN MANY WAYS I HAVE BEEN BROKEN AND BEATED DOWN IN MANY WAYS THERES WERE DAYS WHERE I ASK MYSELF AND I BEING CHARISH OR BEING USED AND THE ANSWER ALL WAYS CAME OUT THE SAME YES YOU ARE BEING PLAYED LIKE A FOOL BUT YET I CONTINUED TO STAND TALL AND TAKE THE ABUSE NOT KNOWING IF I WAS GOING TO LIVE AND SEE ANOTHER DAY BUT THROUGH THE GRACE GOD I AM STANDING HEAR TELLING MY STORY AND I HAVE TO CONFESS I STILL FEEL LIKE A HELPLESS LITTLE GIRL WHOS LOSE HER TEDDY BEAR . AND IN THAT MOMENT BEFORE I SPEAK A WORD MANY PEOPLE CAN SEE THE HURT AND THE PAIN I HAVE BEEN THROUGH NO MATTER HOW I TRY TO HIDE IT BEHIND MY SMILE I SOME THIMES I SAY I FINE EVEN THOUGH I AM HURTING INSIDE BUT I AM WORKING ON BECOMING UNBROKEN YES IT AIN'T EASY BUT I KNOW ITS NORMAL TO LET THOSE FEELING SHOW BUT AT THE SAME TIME. I HOLD BACK ON THE THINGS I WANT TO SAY BUT BEING SILENT GETS YOU NOWHERE SO FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I AM LEARNING TO SPEAK MY MIND BUT IN MY OWN WAY OF BECOMING UNBROKEN.
