I feel what you thought I'd never feel.
I think what I thought I never would.
I ask you what to do, how to heal,
But, your only answers are no good.
I try to ignore, push away,
Wanting to stay happy and pink.
Yet, all my feelings lead me astray
To where now I cannot blink.
What I feel, you would not get,
It's too hard to explain, you see.
So, I smile and laugh, and not fret,
Because I'm fine, you're fine, it's just me.
