I talk to you on the phone all day and think about you all night and I don't really know necessarily what I think of but it's about you. And when you talk to me my whole world just lights up. It's like all the bad in the world just disappears and the things I still can't forget? You talk to me about them. And you ask me if I'm ok and you make me laugh and you put to with my stupidity and laugh when I'm being a total air head. So that's why. You ask me why I am smiling and laughing? It's because it's ridiculously funny that you find all my retarded flaws cute.i smile because I know with you I might have a future. So when you find this and read it know I'm not laughing at you and that I'm laughing because you bring me joy which is something I need. And something you deserve. And your said it. When I smile you smile.
