The razor or the knife

Rapid fire

I feel happy, pain free

able too too forget my problems

able too see the light, smile

forgeting the tomarrow and that yesterday.

life goes on as it may

and my misery goes on unoticed every day.

i cover in fear trying too hide every tear

soo no one will feel sorry, for the me that  is used and abused.

They use my kindness, they use my love

they abuse my love,  they abuse my kindness

what´s left if nothings left

what can i do too stop the pain, the sadness and emptiness

from filling me, consuming me and then being me.

smile and laugh, a mask of happiness

depressed and angry, my hidden self

crying and smiling, the real me.

I´m human, not a robot

I show emotion and i feel pain

I feel happiness, sadness and love.

I love too smile, i love too laugh

i hate my shyness , i hate my flirting

I love myself, i hate bullies

I´m me , love me for me or fuck off

cause i love you for you, no matter what you are.

I have brown/ green eyes , pretty nice

I have small lips, soft and neat

I have dark brown hair, short and round

i have small hands, tiny and cute

i have tiny feet, just really neat and petite

I´m small and my bodys normal, i´m inbetween

I´m beautiful , to me or you , it doesn´t matter

just that i am me.

Just a felt i needed to write !