Thoughts of a loner

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I examined myself thoroughly that special morning

Every bloody cent I worked for in summer was crying

But my hair down to my toes were on point that day

The only thing I was lacking was something to say

First time in class I watched a girl approaching another

With a smile she answered and they engage each other

Animatedly talking and their topics changing continuously

But it's like virtual reality as stuff like this is not real for me

Time goes on and some haven't heard me say a word

I'm only a little shaken and scared but don't be deterred

I want you to be my friend so that you can see potential

I'm apologizing now because I may use you as my stencil

My problem is simple but seems impossible to fix

For me it's a battle of emotions and inner conflicts

For you it's a matter of smiling and saying something

It's more complicated for the beginning of that becoming

Please understand what I'm thinking if you if you can hear

I'm a good person to everyone no need to be aware 

And I would give my eyes to  the blind and last to the poor

Just please be my friend you'll find out some more

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 11, 2014 ⏰

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