The floor bangs loud
Chased by the hate filled crowd
Racing on by wanting to die
There she stands with her exposed thigh
“Come with me, I’ll show you love”
Her red lips whispered as my heart shoved
Taking the hand of the devil
She builds me up level after level
“You are perfection…
You deserve nothing but affection”
The walls fall down
In her love I drown
Slowly her true self shows
I do nothing but bring her lows
“You’re doing it all wrong,
Keep it up and you won’t have me for long”
What happened to forever?
One mistake and you punish me clever
“I settled for you,
Nothing I said was true.
You’re a worthless piece of shit,
That’s why you your parents used to hit.”
Your words sting like venom in the neck
My world crashes down and suddenly I’m a wreck.
I scream and I cry why I ever trusted you
Loved one’s turning is nothing new
“No one could ever love you, you’re nothing but scum.”
She laughs “you are just so dumb.”
I sulk all the way home
I always end up alone
My eyes leak while I stare at the knife
While I contemplate ending my life.
The cold blade against my wrist
The phone rings and I sense a twist
“I love you baby, I was only mad
If I hurt you my bad.”
Desperate for love I take her back
Even though her apology lack
All of that pain
Just for spilling champagne
There has to be more to this love stuff
No way everyone has it this rough
But I take all the wrenching shots
For the rare stomach knots
Her mesmerizing body hard to ignore
With those ocean blue eyes I adore
Personality so insidious
In other words simply hideous.
She is a drug
And I’m her addicted thug
All you do is control
Even all my thoughts you stole
I’ve had enough
It’s time to show I’m tough
No more pain no more tears
I’m fucking sick of all these fears
I walk around scared
Hoping your anger I don’t flare.
You are nothing but a bitch
That I’m ready to ditch.
Get out of my life
Someday someone will love me…
My wife.
By; Kane
