I don't know how to start this.
i didn't even know when, where, how, or why we ever start this.
i only know that you're the typical 'conyo boy',
and i am the not-so-ordinary middle class girl.
i hate you from the first time we met, you know that.
and bugging me until the third week irritates me, you know what.
but then you showed me how good are your flaws,
and i believed that you're not by numbers or by laws.
now, i count the months that we're together,
i guess it's 22 months or another.
less the mistakes that you've done,
less the months that I'm gone.
i hear you laughing while i write this,
your thoughts saying, "oh, boy! i like this."
but when you scroll down one another,
i still love you even your father objects or the "other".
in the end, we both chose to stay away,
but things got a little more confused in the way.
i thought it's the best for you,
but it proved me wrong and here i am with you.
And I, who made this one for you,
& YOU..
YOU, who makes me smile when the sun goes down,
and when the cloud goes frown.
YOU who makes my world go shine,
and knowing you'll always be mine.
YOU, who sounds so sweet,
makes my bitterness weep.
YOU, who lifts me up so high,
makes my silver wings fly.
YOU, who sings so nice,
makes my heart beats twice.
YOU, who brings tears upon my eyes,
proved to me that I'm not as hard as an ice.
YOU, who wounded me so deep,
showed me that I'm independent and learn how to loose grip.
YOU, who raise a tone of voice,
showed me how to do what's right and make the right choice.
YOU, whom I'd wounded so deep
that I've realized how much my heart would leap.
YOU, who comes back after what I've done and proved to me what real love is,
showed me that there is another day, another life, and another happiness and everything that is.
YOU, my mentor, my best friend, my knight and my lover,
will always be in my heart until you defined FOREVER.
--October 19, 2010
