Scared
send me someone
cause i am no one
feeling empty inside
with a gun by my side
sweaty tears roll down my cheeks
my fear isn't outside full of other creeps
it is me with all my cruelful thoughts
but i wont be able to do it because i am scared
only thing i can do is cry and do the crime
My Sleepless Ghost
Tonight i was supposed to sneak out into the street like a secret or a fog and climb in your window and fold my limbs into your bed like origami. But you fell asleep and forgot to unhinge the lock. I'm sorry i always hurt you. You need to sleep like the peace in a graveyard, god knows you're sad as one. I see it in your eyes and even when i kiss you your heart is weighing me down. I want to take it from you, pull out your anguish like a splinter and bandage your wounds, I want to be the way you feel in the summertime but i know I'll never be a part of that. can you see my lack of goodness and life? It splatters across me like paint, the obvious destruction just beneath the surface but i will give you all i have left. you told me today that love and hate are so close in the brain that sometimes they get confused. That made me want to pull my heart out and hand it to you.
In Truth
waterfalls of blood upon their hands and body,
their faces streaked in tears and wracked with fears,
in this war with no safe sound of a full army,
they stand vulnerable and in easy reach,
pray for safety and to see their family again,
"whats the worth of this?" they ask themselves,
"what are we to gain?"
lost in the field of uncertainty they wallow,
wishing upon the stars to have a tomorrow.
