I'm not saying...what I am saying is...

I'm not saying it doesn't hurt.

I'm not saying I don't feel the pain.

I'm not saying I don't know what it feels like to lose the people you love,

to watch them suffer,

and slowly wither away.

I know what it's like to feel all that.

To watch someone slowly die in front of you,

knowing that their not gonna make it. Even though people tell you it's possible. Although I never show it,

the pain cuts deep,

I do cry,

I do care.

I'm not saying it's gonna be easy.

I'm not saying forget.

What I am saying is that there is a reason,

to this pain and suffering.

A purpose,

a point.

It's God's point.

Paving the way for a better life,

a better place.

We just gotta push through the bad to get to the good.

So the one thing I am saying is...

DON'T DOUBT GOD OR STOP BELIEVING.

THAT... is what I'm saying.