it doesn't seem real
it feels as if all the air has been taken away along with you
there is nothing really to say
for if you can no longer understand my words,
then it is useless to speak
to not get to see your face, listen to you breathe in the air we shared,
to not get to explore this world with you
will seem so useless
your smile brightened up every dark space in my heart
enlightenting my soul
every moment being with you was pure beauty
there is no way to explain such a feeling
to never get to see you again
your soul will always be loved within mine
i will do the things i knew you would want me to do
for every adventure we explore i will have you with me
my thoughts will have you included
forever and always
not a single thing will go by without your image inside my head
i realize how fast we can be taken away
how everything goes by so fast
i am going to live everyday keeping your advice inside my heart
living like you are still right next to me
i will live the days to their full extents,
never wasting a single moment of all this beauty
i will live with you the rest of my life
