2017 "journal" entries

sad

so today one of my friends left to go to Cali for two months. I'm really sad because she is my best friend and I won't see her all summer.

I've been super emotional all day bc of it so literally I'm crying at everything. I was just sitting at the table eating an orange and I almost started crying bc we used to sit there and eat oranges together.

it sounds ridiculous but we're literally never away from each other and now she's gone like what. I am not ready for this.

I really hope she has fun tho bc I wouldn't want to hold her back from an amazing experience like this.

also I'm a disappointment bc today I dropped out of summer algebra bc it was too stressful

my mom is so disappointed she didn't even say she loved me before I went to bed that is harsh

anyways she's probably mad af and that's okay bc she's not the one doing the course. it is so stressful so hopefully the teacher will understand and let me drop out. I still have assignments from last thursday I haven't finished and it is now Tuesday. yeah I suck

okay well gn bc it is 10:24 so I am going to try to update and then hopefully try to sleep if I can stop crying younowahimsayin