Perspective

Suicide.

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So I'm pretty sure there's that one person or two we have come across that has been 'Suicidal'.

Suicide is a big word.

It's not a joke.

It's real.

But recently i've noticed a lot of people being 'suicidal'.

Some maybe serious about it..but some mocking it just for the attention.

Honestly MY opinion... It's ridiculous.

If you don't like my opinion..than you can just stop reading. No one is forcing you to read this. But wanrnig ... what you are about to read shows strong opinions. Some might even be FACT.

Recently there have been a lot of stuff on my news feed that has been very depressing... Some even giving hints that they want to end their life. Not going to  say any names of course. I also remember one person or two even told me personally. One person i had a few problems with so me being an ass said go on with it..they supposedly "DID" commit suicide...But it didn't work so now they're back in my life. Now i really thought i never happened. But who really knows?

I've lost people in my life because they were selfish & thought they were better off dead.. Not true.

So recently me & this random stranger :D had a convo.. i don't know if you seen the comments so i will post them. By the way... I enjoyed ranting with her xD

It started by me sending a message to ALL my fans stating

Me -> WHY THE HELL ..... Is it so depressing? -_- All i see on my news feed is depressing shit.

So..this random awesome stranger decides to respond to it (:

Awesome Random Stranger -> Same here. It's bringing me down. :p

I later found out her name is Oakley ^-^

Me-> I know right?!?!?! I'm in a good mood & i see something & it kills it .__.

Oakley -> I'm sick, so I'm just in that constant bleh mood where I don't want to deal with people. No phenomenal words of wisdom are coming right now, so I'm just tuning it out, I guess.

(I'm not going to post EVERYTHING said in the convo because it wasn't really importnant. But if you want to read it all... at your own risk go to my message board & read but it won't be much.)

Oakley->Plus, I have the feeling that half of the depressing stuff that people say on here isn't real. So why bother, if it's fake.

(It's about to get real .. o.o)

Me ->Omfg THANK YOU. I thought i was the only one who thought that -.- With the everyone dying & "i have cancer" shit .-. No offense to anyone..... But it's mostly all BULL SHIT -.-

Oakley->Oh totally yes. I know the whole "I have cancer" fake very well because I do have cancer and *I* don't make statuses about it or go all over and tell people "I'm dying!". I don't know how many people I'll PM and ask, "Hey what stage are you in?" and they don't have an answer but they give me this big long paragraph excuse of why they don't know. If you really have cancer, you know and you don't tell the whole world! Only my close friends on here know, and I hate talking about it. You can tell when people are faking.

Me ->Dam i'm sorry. It's ridiculous. Pisses me off how they can go & lie about something serious. All for attention.

Oakley-> Don't be sorry. It's fine. And I know. It's not funny. They do it for sympathy. It's disgusting. Or have you seen those people that just want to "commit suicide" every day. It's like "I dropped my lollipop, I'm gonna blow my brains out." basically. The thing that bothers me the most is when you're trying to talk someone out of suicide, so you offer your own experiences back at them to show you that you're still pushing forward and they try to "out do" you. I'm trying to help you, changing your story to try and battle with me about personal lives isn't right..

Me->  Alright. It really is -.- Omfg yess. Yeah life is a bitch but doesn't mean we have to go & end it. I don't think there's ANYTHING worth in the world for you to end your life. IF YOU WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE...YOU'RE BEING SELFISH. You have to think of other people who are fighting & suffering just to survive & you go & be selfish by ending yours!?!?! RIDICULOUS. Right. They act like it's a game. Life's not a game. Okay we all have shitty lives but it's going to get worse if you just sit there & whine & cry about it. SMH.

Oakley-> I hate when people have the mentality of "My life is the worst ever." No it's not. Can you go to the grocery store with a dollar and buy a chocolate bar because you're hungry? If so, your life isn't the worst because there are people that can't! There are kids dying that want so much to be...a ballerina or the president but can't. So people that are 100% healthy, but have a few struggles in life that are wasting their lives? It's sick.

So from than in it cooled down..But that's pretty much it. & here i was thinking that i was the only one with these opinions. You don't realize how good you feel until you rant/talk it out with someone.

& yes she has cancer..

Yet she stays strong(: That's a true woman right there. Strong & not letting a sickness bring her down. I admire her.

Yes i even had my ups & downs. I even had my days where i thought suicide is the answer. But i came out of that state & instead of sitting around thinking about end my own life...i got up & did something. & now i'm happy. (:

It's honestly not funny to mock it though. Don't lie about suicide just for the attention. It may be serious for others.

Yes some suicide threats might be very real. But what i say.. is to not do it. It wouldn't be worth it. How do i know? Because of course i haven't commit suicide...but it's common sense & just something to know. Like i said earlier...you're being selfish.

So if you know anyone that wants to 'commit suicide' .. help them out & talk to them. That is all they need. Someone to talk to.

There's A LOT more i want to say... but i'm tired haha maybe some other time.

Well i'm done ranting (: If you DO need to talk.. feel free to messag me. :D

Thank  You For Reading. *smile* :D